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happy couples everywhere makes me regret because I could have been doing that with you. all I ask for is a long lasting relationship. I'm jealous of people who have them 'cos it's something I've never experienced before. but I just make it so difficult for my relationships to last long. sigh.

my brother just did something I never expected he'll do. he came in after seeing me cry with a wad of tissues and gave me a kiss on my forehead. it makes me appreciate him like never before because in my 18 years of living, that was th first time he made me feel loved as his younger sister.