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I know that I shouldn't have started this relationship with you. I know that we should have just remained as friends. The happiest times I had with you, was when we were just friends. I know that things have changed, between and around us. I know that it was wrong of me to even be sooo close to you. Others see me as a fucking boyf stealer, but you'll only assure me that everything's okay, and not to care anymore. It's all my fault, and I'm all in the wrong. :/
As much as you don't want me to post this, but I still want to. Because I want you to know the reason why I sent you those msgs. I really cannot stand the way things are anymore. I don't want to see your reaction if i tell you face to face, telling me that things aren't the way they seem to be.