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I want a boyfriend that calls when he knows that I'm not feeling okay. I want a boyfriend that will be there for me when I'm down, when I feel like crying and I need someone to hug. I want a boyfriend that understands what I'm feeling. It's not that Syah's not a good boyfriend. I just want him to pay more attention to me, and care more about MY feelings. I'm sorry, b. For being sucha bad girlfriend, for getting you into so much trouble because of me, for being so demanding, for being such an ass. I really really treasure you alot. I wonder whether you'll read this, but if you do, I love you. <3