I'm sorry for my insecurities which fucked things up alot these 2 months. For all those nonsense that forced us to cancel our plans not once or twice. For treating you like a punching bag, yet you still love me all th same. I feel rlly rlly bad. I think you know th reasons for all my insecurities, and I trust you, with all my heart.
I swear I got so angry with you when you extended to work full shift with Shahrul, because I wanted to ask if I could meet you after work, but no. Then again, there was the outing with the boys from work. You told me only on th morning itself, and when I met Saf th next week, I knew that there were more to th outing than what you told me. "Haiqal, Yat they all" lead me to assume that it was an all-boys outing, but no. Atiqah was there, and whichever other girls. Throughout th whole time, you didn't text me till you were on th way home. Yes, releasing stress or escaping reality/your girlfr? I knew I had nothing to worry about, except for th fact that I had to know what you did from twitter. If I'd known, I wouldn't pester you to create one. :/
Then ystd, I was so worn out I didn't stay up when you were at th party. Thanks for taking care of Saf, rlly. I bet you were having so much fun without having me there to bother you. Merajuk when you smoke, when I'm tired, when I feel bored. You reached home at 6:30 am and I had to disturb your sleep with th work nonsense. Sorry. :(
I rlly wanna see you before I go to camp. But I guess not. Hope to see you after camp though, but I think you've bowling on Wednesday night. Sigh. See you soon. I rlly love you. ♥
We made it past 6 months, b. Now we're 8 months strong. You said you can't promise me on that, but you'll try. I know you did after all th nonsense I gave you, you still stayed with me. I'm sorry for being such a bitch to you. But I want you to know, I never once regretted being with you. Thank you sooo much. :)