there's still no hype about turning 18 on Saturday. guess it's because I don't have any expectations about having a nice 18th birthday celebration. never had a birthday party since young and I guess that kinda settled in over th years. I'm happy enough to get to celebrate it with my friends, that is if any of them remember my birthday.
I'm not one of those who has friends planning birthday surprises, hoping that they'll have th best birthday ever. I'll be happy enough if any of my friends remember my birthday. I'm not even expecting a present from anyone.
this birthday, I just wish that my bestfriend remembers my birthday. I just wish my dad gets off my back. I just wish my parents give me more freedom. I just wish everyone around me is happy. I just wish my bestfriend is still my boyfriend. I just wish my bestfriend still loves me.
I can only wish. xx