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I miss you, a hell lot. I wonder if you know. I regret you're not mine anymore. I feel so pathetic for constantly thinking about you, even though I know I don't cross your mind even once. I miss th good morning texts, th wake up calls, th goodnight texts and calls, th exchanging of letters when one of us is overseas... EVERYTHING ABOUT US. I remembered telling you how forehead kisses were so sweet and you gave me one each time we took different buses home at th interchange. I can't have any of that now and I can't bring myself to see you doing that to another girl.

it's been 2 months since th breakup. I still miss you like we had just started out. I wish I had realised earlier but there's no use saying that now. random memories of us make me break down even though I'm supposed to be stronger. guess that is just how MUCH I miss you. :/

I miss you, bestf. what happened to our usual bestfriend stuffs? it's so hard for me to accept that you're not mine anymore, that you might like another girl now. all these stuffs were th worst I had hoped it won't happened but it did. I still love you, a lot. FEELING OH SO PATHETIC NOW. never felt this way before. your old blog post said, I wish my next one will be my real first. I was your next, but am I your real first? I hope you miss me like I miss you. but I guess that won't happen, ever again.