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I'm honestly quite afraid when I have endless things to talk about with someone of the opposite sex. By endless things, I mean almost non-stop from day till night, many topics in a conversation that goes on and on.

I tend to become quite dependable on that person and it isn't good cus when they leave, I feel empty, like something's missing.

It feels good though, to be able to talk to someone day to day. But I'm afraid of what's going to happen next. Will the person leave and leave me hanging? Will I be alone again? I'm afraid cus it's already been ongoing for 2-3 days now and something doesn't feel right if the conversation doesn't happen. What's happening sighhhh.

I wonder what it feels like to be loved by someone (again). I quite miss that feeling. To have someone miss/love you for a period till they get tired though no one actually wants that end to come because it means misery.