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I'm getting better at it. No longer feeling the same emotions as I used to. I even managed to survive a few hours with you around on Val's birthday and during dinner with the poly clique ystd to celebrate Jeff's birthday! Yay!!! Maybe it was over-thinking on my part all these while but y'know it's not as awkward as I think it would be. 

So proud of myself. Tho I wouldn't say we are back to being friends (not just yet). We are strangers who had a past with one another. I can safely say now, I'm no longer in love with you. :-) at least I don't think that I still am but there's still annoying bitchy Barry who brings you up every opportunity he gets and insists I still have feelings for you. :< Not to mention, every conversation with Barry makes me feel even more lonely than before. HIS LONELINESS RUBS OFF ON ME LA HAIS. 

OH HI SHAWN