I've no close friends. I can't fit in with my class girls. I've no life. (even my boyfriend has more life than me despite being th busy bee he is.) I'm unreasonable. I get jealous easily. I am th worst girlfriend ever.
I wish I was skinnier. prettier. nicer. less unreasonable. th perfect 'me' you want me to become. if only I was. I wish I didn't cry over th slightest thing. I wish I was strong enough to face my fears. to face changes.
it's like everyone should leave me. everyone should get themselves out of my life. that way, no one will suffer. EVER.