studies and sports

UT3's in 3 days. I haven't studied for any of my 5 modules yet. I was supposed to start today morning but well, procrastination at its peak, again. I rly have to do well to get a better GPA for this sem. my daily grades are averagely better than year 1 and I know if I do well in UT3, my boy's going to be proud of me. that's all I want, to not be a disappointment any more.

I didn't excel in netball back in secondary school, neither am I excelling in handball now. I think I'm gonna give up on handball soon. there are no other girls turning up for training 'cept Long Yin and me. always th only girl on Wednesdays = deflating balls at th end of training. I rly want to be in th team for invitationals in October but my hope's going down 'cos I know there won't be a girl's team at all. sigh. my good friends are going back to handball 'cos there ain't kayaking training for th rest of th holidays. after that, off they go and leave handball again. I don't know what to do anymore. it's like I wanna do well in handball, but something's holding me back.